2004年1月2日 星期五

本週

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星期一     製程        工會

星期二                 製程製程工數工數

星期三 (自動彈性放假)

星期四 (元~旦~)

星期五 (同星期三)

                                                                               

結果到最後只上了6節課

目前到處徵求筆記ing......

獨唱

前幾天剛在一個新東學妹的留言板聽到的背景音樂

                                                                               

覺得很有感覺 ..原本不知道是誰唱的..

                                                                               

檢視了一下原始檔,才知道是以前不怎麼注意的 阿爆&Brandy

                                                                               

這個團體唱的...

                                                                               

立刻去抓了她們首張創作專輯來聽聽..

                                                                               

其實也還好.. 除了一首印象比較深刻的之外...好像是Other Lady(?)

                                                                               

最愛的大概就是這首No.5 "獨白" 了吧...

                                                                               

雖然歌聲還算是普通

                                                                               

不過

                                                                               

就是非常喜歡這種充滿漂泊意味的風格...

                                                                               

這也是抒情歌曲吸引人的地方之一

2004年1月1日 星期四

昨天

突然發現我昨天一整天都沒出去,連家門都沒開過!

                                                                               

即使蹺了兩節工數和兩節心理學...

                                                                               

                                                                               

只要有電腦,我覺得已經可以龜到一種無法言喻的地步了...

                                                                               

                                                                               

你問我五臟廟?

                                                                               

我想還是其次吧.. 餓不死就好

楓糖糕

上禮拜三... 父母來台中找我

                                                                               

回家前塞給我兩個好大的楓糖糕

                                                                               

一個是南瓜的 一個是馬可的(因為店名叫馬可)

                                                                               

我一直說不用,最後還是強迫中獎了

                                                                               

原本認為這種天不用冰應該也沒差吧

                                                                               

                                                                               

剛剛剛起床,突然想起那兩個楓糖糕

                                                                               

拿了其中那個南瓜的準備把它銷掉,不料...

                                                                               

已經長了斑點...仔細看包裝才發現"隔日請冷藏"的字樣...- -|||

                                                                               

挖勒..

                                                                               

只好拿起另一個馬可的... 咦好像還沒壞..

                                                                               

可是聽說過黴菌通常是從菌絲吸收養分,然後才開始萌發...



表面上看起來好好的,說不定裡頭已經長滿了菌絲.....

                                                                               

                                                                               

不管了! 母親的愛,怎能輕易浪費?  即使是毒藥也得吃它一個!

                                                                               

於是後來先把那個馬可的K掉

                                                                               

至於南瓜的... 嗯再說吧...

我弟

Ayamatsuura →我弟在無名的帳號(還故意用成Female...幹!敗倒~)

                                                                               

不知前世造了什麼孽,自從某個成長階段開始

                                                                               

我強烈感覺到... 它..實在是個很令人討厭的人物

                                                                               

                                                                               

也不是說我心胸狹窄不能包容人

                                                                               

開玩笑! 我其他所有的人都能包容,唯獨無法包容此人!!

                                                                               

故以下統一稱之為"那廝" (btw.. 這是我對無法認同的人之通稱)

                                                                               

我跟那廝.. 記得好像從國中起吧? (or更早!?)

                                                                               

反正就是有相當相當長的一段時間,不曾講過一句話

                                                                               

一般人聽了肯定不信,不過我只能講--這是事實

                                                                               

                                                                               

如果你問我為何要如此看待自己親生兄弟

                                                                               

我告訴你,這就是我個人的執著! (要是你說我固執,那也沒辦法)



親生兄弟.. 一定比朋友來得有價值?  騙笑!

                                                                               

我想這應該止於為人父母的思想層面吧..

                                                                               

你自己來我家生活個幾天看看! ~"~

                                                                               

我有自己的成見,我看法老愛跟人不同,我要做我自己!

                                                                               

沒錯我就是這樣..

                                                                               

看完此文不爽的人,很抱歉我影響了閣下的奇蒙子...sorry

                                                                               

你可以來找我打架,我奉陪

                                                                               

不過別想跟我講道理,因為沒有任何人能改變我的看法

                                                                               

喔正確來講,應該是說.. 沒有一個人夠格來跟我講道理,包括我父母在內

                                                                               

根本不可能存在著那種人.....



                                                                            

因為我正處於氣頭上

                     

2003年12月31日 星期三

跨完年

日子還是要繼續過下去

                                                                               

心理學期末報告還是要準備交

                                                                               

事情積到後來,可說是完全無解阿~~~

                                                                               

新的一年在無名,跟一位不算弱的下了第一場棋

                                                                               

經漫長的苦戰,還是打和

                                                                               

打得好累阿!

                                                                               

跟去年一樣,還是在b上跨年

                                                                               

感覺沒什麼變,第一po也搶得不多(因為已經不稀奇了...)

                                                                               

                                                                               

副幫主的板依舊是唯讀

                                                                               

算了! 不差我一個

                                                                               

我不過是一顆棋子......

跨年?

剛接到家裡打來的電話  得知全家人都生病了..

                                                                               

爸爸拉肚子,媽媽不舒服(也是趁著情況好點才打來),還有那廝也聽說感冒

我好想說.. 怎麼這麼沒意志力??  生個小病有什麼大不了

畢竟是上了年歲的父母, 也只有暗禱他們早日康復..

                                                                               

後來媽問我.. 有沒有打算去哪跨年?  我說沒有

                                                                               

                                                                               

跨年? 很重要嘛??

                                                                               

記得去年有位朋友說..中國人不過新曆年

不過我想原因應該不止於此

                                                                               

自小時候到現在,不知跨了多少次年..

不過很湊巧,有跨年的那幾年都是在家裡

總覺得在倒數幾秒的前一刻,會有種難以言喻的亢奮湧現

而當踏入新的一年的那一剎那

又有另一種失落與空虛

兩邊情境雖只有一線之隔,卻有天壤之別

我在想這應該接近所謂的"高處不勝寒"吧...

                                                                               

當一個人為達成某種目標而努力

看到成功之光在眼前,迫不及待地躍躍欲試

可是當達成目標之後,總會不知道新的目標在哪? 該往何處去?

很容易就迷失自我...

真正有價值的,是那努力奮鬥的過程阿!

換言之,秒數倒數的那段期間,才值得永遠回味!

                                                                               

所以,急著想有所成就的人

                                                                               

慢慢來..... 好好享受那份成長的愉悅吧~